The Bliss

Can't find a foe or friend to do this darkness in
 Shadows creep and bend, I cannot pretend
 That I don't miss my home or that I'm not alone
 Now I must atone for all the time I've wasted
 But this is what I chose
 Long nights and endless road
 All this letting go,
 Who was I to know
 I miss my family
 If they could only see
 All that I've become
 Alone and on the run
 If this is all there is, maybe that's okay
 Believing in the bliss, wishing my time away
 A tender-hearted sadness pulls me through the day
 But that's alright
 My heart is okay
 I am fading under dying light
 Reaching through the dark for words to say it right
 I am restless, I am losing sleep
 Kept up by promises I knew I'd never keep
 My heart, it's okay
 My heart's okay
 My heart's okay
 My heart's okay
 Okay, my heart's okay
 My heart
 Where's inspiration
 Where is urgency
 They are like passing ships
 They keep eluding me
 I've got a good heart and I've got able hands
 Give me back my eyes
 Lead me to the land