Four Letter-Lie

If I tried to move on, would you care? Could you try? Never again will I
 trust, how can I love? So lost, moving forward while you hold your tongue.
 Never again will four letters of lies control my life. Don't mistake my
 insecurities for anything more that what they are.
 I've given up everything
 for this broken heart. This time I won't survive this self-destruction. If
 I tried to move on, would you care? Could you try? Would you remember our
 memories together? I tried to be your only everything,
 and you let me fall.
 You wear a beautiful disguise to hide such an ugly lie. I want to rip
 your heart out and watch you bleed. When our heart awakes, I too will kill
 it off, and if the weather fits we'll witness her hurt. Her hurt, dry
 heart. Her hurt, my heart.