Devil's Bread

I can't ignore it man
 I can't ignore it man
 No
 Man
 I don't wanna put away
 I don't wanna put away
 But I don't want to ruin my life
 I'm trying to live my own theology but I'm still confronted by my own hypocrisy
 I've lost count of all the ways I contradict the things I say in things I pray
 And when I recite from my own Bible against my own Christ
 Man I love Him to the core but it's still a struggle trying to love Him even more
 Yes I wanna finish well never bring shame
 And never sprinkle dirt on the son of God's name
 I wanna stand firm I wanna end strong
 But I be so afraid that I'm gonna end wrong
 And provide for my self again and supply for my selfish sin
 In spite of the knowledge You are a perfect friend
 Lord hold me up I know You hear me praying saying
 I don't wanna put away
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 I don't wanna put away
 But I don't want to ruin my life
 How is it that if something being loved with the taste scrape crumbs off the plate
 Let none go to waste keep eating in it eating in it take a drink eating in it
 Bout a week later put none to your face exact same ingredients numb to the taste
 Is my tongue in the way am I dark am I fake
 Or am I just exhausted appetite lost it is my heart cold or is it just frosted
 How long is my crave is is my hunger my thirst is
 Having a relapse for idol God worship
 I know this is dangerous wrong and deceit but it's looking so sweet like bon-a-petit
 I know God is my Father and I am His son
 He provides for me I should not jump the gun
 Said I know this is dangerous wrong and deceit but it's looking so sweet like bon-a-petit
 Voila
 Then I have to tell myself He was tempted to provide for Himself too
 Dry desert no food forty days forty nights think His appetite
 Wasn't like Eve's or the Israelites or like yours or like mine
 Then the serpent came right time right lies
 But He chose to be father not fed make the same choice resist the devil's bread
 I don't wanna put away
 Don't wanna put away
 I don't want to ruin my life
 Here we go