Stranger

i wanna make her think,
 i wanna make her feel something that she never has,
 i wanna give her something real used to being hurt,
 i wanna show her something better i wanna be her everything,
 i wish that i could let her but i can't- cause i'm too insecure,
 i need to work on me every time that i get close,
 i'm like a market- always flee is it the commitment?
 why can't i seem to stick with it?
 always getting distant, never feel enrichment,
 become nonexistent and every time that i get close,
 always seem to let it go,
 never seem to hold my own but there's something different bout you
 you got that smile you got that smile you got that smile it makes me
 wanna stay a while it makes me wanna stay a while i wanna be myself,
 i wanna love again i'd commit myself,
 give anything if i could let you in went to therapy,
 that didn't help, i didn't question it past relationship got me torn
 up, i don't feel too fit i don't wanna put you through what i went
 through no need to repeat offend and that's why i'm so scared of you
 i'm just scared that i'll become exactly what i hate,
 now it's far too late wish that i could
 execute, but that's not me, that's not my fate