This Time I Have To Win

Don't really feel so good, my life is at an end
 Fame is so hard to get, so many lows and downs
 You know I'm not so bad, and I can write a song
 If they only let me show what I can do
 No way to find a job, my car's without a part
 Millions of bills to pay, my landlord wants me out
 Whatever happens, you know I will survive
 This is not the first time been down this road before
 This time, I have to win on my own
 This time, I have to win, can't be wrong
 If only just for you, it's important to me
 This time, I have to win
 Yeah, this time, I have to win
 My girl has gone away, I'm left here all alone
 She said, "If you make it, you know my telephone"
 My room is empty besides pictures on the walls
 But I feel that someday she'll be knocking at my door
 This time, I have to win on my own
 This time, I have to win, can't be wrong
 If only just for you, I'll make it
 This time, I have to win on my own
 This time, I have to win
 This time, I have to win
 If only just for you, it's important to me
 This time, I have to win
 Yeah, this time, I have to win
 This time, I have to win on my own
 This time, I have to win, can't be wrong
 If only just for you, I will make it
 This time, I have to win on my own
 This time, I have to win