Behind My Back

Born from silence, silence full of it
 A perfect concert my best friend
 So much to live for, so much to die for
 If only my heart had a home
 Sing what you can't say
 Forget what you can't play
 Hasten to drown into beautiful eyes
 Walk within my poetry, this dying music
 -my loveletter to nobody
 Never sigh for better world
 It's already composed, played and told
 Every thought the music i write
 Everything a wish for the night
 Wrote for the eclipse, wrote for the virgin
 Died for the beauty the one in the garden
 Created a kingdom, reached for the wisdom
 Failed in becoming a god
 Never sigh...
 if you read this line, remember not the hand that wrote it
 Remember only the verse, songmaker's cry the one without tears
 For i've given this its strength and it has become my only strength.
 Comforting home, mother's lap, chance for immortality
 Where being wanted became a thrill i never knew
 The sweet piano writing down my life
 teach me passion for i fear it's gone
 Show me love, hold the lorn
 So much more i wanted to give to the ones who love me
 I'm sorry
 Time will tell (this bitter farewell)
 I live no more to shame nor me nor you
 And you... i wish i didn't feel for you anymore...
 A lonely soul an ocean soul