You

All the scars on my body and soul
 All the trouble I've known.
 All the evil things that I'll say and do
 All comes back to ...
 Little boy, back when life was new to me
 Hiding in my room, waiting for my mom to leave.
 I learned to lie, to save her from the truth.
 I was raped when I was eight years old
 On a sunny afternoon.
 I fall back to the black and white of here and now
 I need to calm down, I think I need to calm down.
 I'm on my old street, a past that is so hard for me
 Looking for a place that I really do not ever want to see.
 All the scars on my body and soul
 All the trouble I've known.
 All the evil things I'll say and do
 It all brings me closer to you.
 The house is empty, as I walk inside.
 I don't want to be here, I want to stay in denial.
 I see my demons, smiling in the gloom.
 I have to face this thing or I will never leave this room.
 See me, playing with the older boys
 In a house where my mama told me not to go.
 They started hurting me, laughing as they held me down.
 They put me in????? awful sound.
 All the scars on my body and soul
 All the trouble I have ever known.
 All the fucked up things I'll say and do
 It all brings me closer to you.
 To you.
 I'm screaming in the mirror
 Looking in the eyes of you.
 Yeah you.
 I give my joy and my shame
 all the?? and the pain
 To you.
 Now I am addicted to pain.
 Yeah I am addicted to everything.
 Now I know what I have to do
 I have to kill the monsters from you.
 For you.
 I will forgive those damaged boys
 They did this all to you.
 I have to fix this broken heart.
 I need to be just like a father to you.
 To you.
 I have to fix this broken heart
 or I'll be a sickness with you
 For you.
 I'll will always be your champion
 I will always tear the monsters from you
 For you.
 I give my joy and my shame
 all the?? and the pain
 To you.
 Twisted, broken, and free.
 I am twisted broken, angry and free.
 Twisted, broken, angry and free.