If Only

There's so many things we left undone, so much we didn't do
 Still got that shit you let me borrow that I never returned to you
 So many things I should've done but I always got off track
 Here's the money that I owe you that you never asked for back
 Cause you never asked for anything, not anything at all
 Except once in a while you'd asked if I could give you a call
 Oh I wish that I had listened then, how I wish I gave a damn
 How I wish that I could call you now just to tell you how I am
 If only I had found the time
 If only I had even tried
 If only I had done enough
 Having to let you go wouldn't have to hurt so much
 Since the day you left us things just haven't been the same
 My family hasn't spoken since the day you went away
 If only you could see us now I know you'd be ashamed
 Can you send me a sign from heaven and help us change our ways
 If only I had found the time
 If only I had even tried
 If only I had done enough
 Having to let you go wouldn't have to hurt so much
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 I can hear your voice in everything and every single song
 And it's tough holding my head up high still knowing that you're gone
 These times are so confusing but I know that in the end
 We will spread our wings and fly away the day we meet again
 Don't leave, I need you now
 If only I had found the time
 If only I had even tried
 If only I had done enough
 Having to let you go wouldn't have to hurt so much
 (I need you now)
 If only I had found the time
 If only I had even tried
 If only I had done enough
 Having to let you go wouldn't have to hurt so much