Starving Your Friends

Thanks a lot, I've been disadvantaged from the start
 He constricted the veins heading straight to my head
 Rerouted the blood to my heart instead
 Rerouted the blood to my heart instead
 I am brain dead, think in strictly in blues and reds
 Oh, I'm in enough trouble, man
 Oh, man, I'm in trouble again
 'Cause everyone's ears are watching me
 And I never, ever felt that this would be
 Anything more than a makeshift personal IV
 'Cause I fall three times as hard if it's for nothing at all
 You all seem twice as tall as I will ever be
 And I feel terribly small when my head works too hard
 When you think with your chest, there's not a thing that you don't see
 I'm hardly capable of half the damage that I would like to do
 I could swear that I don't care
 But you know I'm too full of shit to think this through
 So look at me, I pray to God
 But curse too much to be considered true
 I'm just like me, I'm just like me, so who the hell are you?
 I'm but a boy, just like the rest of these things
 And I borrow phrases from dusty, faded record sleeves
 The story is the same, I've just personalized the name
 But if it's all you need, then I'd be more than happy to confess my shame
 'Cause I fall three times as hard if it's for nothing at all
 You all seem twice as tall as I will ever be
 And I feel terribly small when my head works too hard
 When you think with your chest, there's not a thing that you don't see
 I'm hardly capable of half the damage that I would like to do
 I could swear that I don't care
 But you know I'm too full of shit to think this through
 So look at me, I pray to God
 But curse too much to be considered true
 I'm just like me, I'm just like me, so who the hell are you?
 I know you think you know, but these eyelids are windows
 That shut you out from all the things that I don't want you to know
 And I refuse to tell you one single secret I own
 'Cause you'll find I'm petrified of your eyes
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 I'm hardly capable of half the damage that I would like to do
 I could swear that I don't care
 You know I'm too full of shit to think this through
 I read the book, I prayed to God
 But curse too much to be considered true
 I'm just like me, I'm just like me, so who the hell are you?