Hostile World

I sit in silence here alone
 An agony I've made my own
 An empty chasm in the dark
 Is where I choose to hide my heart
 Something that I've lived with
 For so very long
 I've never had an interest
 In what's right or wrong
 Deviant or so I'm told
 Villainous or so extolled
 A heightened animosity
 Distorting everything I see
 This world has closed its doors to me
 Sat me in the balcony
 Now my only recompense
 A gift I've honed to mastery
 Tainted eyes that strain to see
 I'm not in prison but I'm never free
 A curse that somehow has followed me
 I'm not in prison but I'm never free
 Looking out this dirty window
 From inside my trophy room
 Hostile world, I've been born into
 Hostile world, I've been consumed
 I'm the one you sat behind you
 The one you've chosen to neglect
 Now I've chosen to confront you
 You're the wrong I must correct
 I'm the one you sat behind you
 The one you've chosen to neglect
 Now I've chosen to confront you
 You're the wrong I must correct
 Tainted eyes that strain to see
 I'm not in prison but I'm never free
 A curse that somehow has followed me
 I'm not in prison but I'm never free
 Oh, never free
 Oh, never free