Try My Best

I'm gonna try my best
 To love him
 Don't know why I want him so
 Yeah I'll try
 And keep him by my side
 I won't ever let him go
 Oh, I've learned too much in my poor life
 To laugh at humor I can't see
 It's sad I know
 That I can't show
 My love
 But I won't set him free
 So I'm gonna try my best
 To love him
 Even if it takes all night long
 Even if this feeling hurts me
 I've heard pain can make you strong
 And I know that
 I'm not his girl
 Really never thought I'd care
 But to see him in your arms
 That's the one thing
 I can't bear
 If you said I had no heart
 Well I hardly think I'd cry
 'Cause there ain't one thing you know 'bout me
 That I'd bother to deny
 And it's not that I don't find him sweet
 I know too well his voice
 His touch
 His eyes
 And often underneath
 I wonder that I try this much
 Still it would be a shameful lie
 To say I love this boy
 This man
 But I am fond and he is fine
 So in the end perhaps I can
 I agree this child deserves
 A better friend and lover too
 But I'm gonna try my best to love him
 Just to keep him
 Far from you