Embarrassing

Lately i have been romanticizing shit
 And i guess you could say that i'm getting sick of it
 And the best way that i have known to deal with regret
 Is to pretend it's how i always wanted it
 Maybe you were right when you said i love to play the victim
 Maybe you were right, i'm always looking for attention
 And all this time that i felt sorry for myself
 Wishing i could be anybody else
 So go ahead
 Make me small again
 You may be right but i'd never tell you that
 A satisfaction i refuse to let you have
 Maybe you were right when you said i love to play the victim
 Maybe you were right, i'm always looking for attention
 Remember when i used to say i had no shame?
 Well you said "some things should be embarrassing"
 Some things should be embarrassing
 Some things should be embarrassing
 Some things should be embarrassing
 Some things should be embarrassing