Born Again

I thought i had been born again
 Sparks flying from the pulpit
 I was fighting fires for
 My sins
 My face against the carpet
 In the pews lost my hope
 Where i was supposed to find it
 It was all i ever knew
 And it left me broken hearted
 I thought i had found freedom
 When i moved into the city
 I was puking out the window
 I was trying to be pretty
 They say fake it till you make it
 And they make it look so easy
 I was smiling on the outside
 On the inside i was SCREAMING
 I was broken when you found me
 I was drowning in self pity
 It was lonely in the darkness
 I was sinking, i was spinning
 I'm not quite sure how it happened
 I don't know what you were thinking
 But you reached out your hand
 And offered me a new beginning