Don't I Deserve

She been smoking more these days
 Kinda crazy 'cause when I met her
 She was more like a health case
 Really into fitness
 Taking care of business
 A degree in communication
 But we always miscommunicated
 We'll be in the same room
 But in two different places
 Loving you is easy if we both
 Had the patience
 But right now is just bad timing
 I've got someone who needs me
 And to call off this engagement
 Would just ruin another life
 You pushing
 Yeah, you pushing me to make a decision
 She said, I know
 You've got someone who loves you
 She's probably crazy for you
 But don't I deserve?
 She said, I know
 Yeah, I know all about her
 But I put in all these hours
 But don't I deserve you?
 And now you wanna call me (Don't I deserve?)
 Try and making me feel bad (Don't I deserve?)
 Oh not that I know better
 I gotta do better
 From now I'm never gonna come back (Don't I deserve?)
 Even though you deserved it
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 I really don't wanna rain on your parade
 But these clouds are turning twelve shades of grey
 We were never meant to weather these days
 Let's be honest
 Even if I said yes
 Your paranoia will just ruin your happiness
 And then you'd love me less
 Round and round with me we're back at one
 Ain't you tired of starting over?
 Loving you is easier when we both
 Had the patience
 But right now is just bad timing
 I've got someone who needs me
 And to call off this engagement
 Would just ruin another life
 You pushing
 Yeah, you pushing me to make a decision
 She said, I know
 You've got someone who loves you
 She's probably crazy for you
 But don't I deserve?
 She said, I know
 Yeah, I know all about her
 But I put in all these hours
 Don't I deserve you?
 And now you wanna call me (Don't I deserve?)
 Try and making me feel bad (Don't I deserve?)
 Oh, not that I know better (Better)
 I gotta do better (Better)
 From now I'm never gonna come back (Don't I deserve?)
 Even though you deserved it
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 Baby so you been smoking more these days
 It's kinda crazy 'cause
 When I think about it
 I made you that way
 I made you that way