one step at a time

I gotta force myself to go outside
 Don't wanna talk to nobody I just wanna hide
 The only things that I seek are the sheets on my bed
 Some wine and some garlic bread
 Aye
 Maybe I'm not making enough memories
 Living off acquaintances and pleasantries
 Probably won't have friends until I'm 70
 But ima get my shit together eventually
 Yeah yeah
 I forgot why I'm alive
 I lost sight of my desires
 But even though I lost track
 I'm on my way back
 Get there one step at a time
 Scared to look cause I'm scared to find
 All the answers at the finish line
 I'm going at my own pace
 Cause it's not a race
 I'm going one step at a time
 If I could go back and change one thing
 I'd leave it all the same
 Except my shitty attitude
 I'd swap pity party pouting for some gratitude
 I'm just following my feet step blindly
 Wrong steps help me learn the right ones timing
 Only look back to learn from what's behind me now
 Maybe I'm not making enough memories
 Living off acquaintances and pleasantries
 Probably won't have friends until I'm 70
 But ima get my shit together eventually
 Yeah yeah
 I forgot why I'm alive
 I lost sight of my desires
 But even though I lost track
 I'm on my way back
 Get there one step at a time
 Scared to look cause I'm scared to find
 All the answers at the finish line
 I'm going at my own pace
 Cause it's not a race
 I'm going one step at a time
 Maybe I lost myself again
 Maybe I lost myself again
 Again
 Maybe I lost myself again
 Maybe I lost myself again
 Maybe I lost myself again
 I forgot why I'm alive
 I lost sight of my desires
 But even though I lost track
 I'm on my way back
 Get there one step at a time
 Scared to look cause I'm scared to find
 All the answers at the finish line
 I'm going at my own pace
 Cause it's not a race
 I'm going one step at a time