Hypocrite

Every girl out there I meet's a ho
 I underestimated how it feels to be alone
 Other people love to drink, I like getting stoned
 We all have ways of dealing with it, but to each his own
 I'm a motherfucking hypocrite, and I can't help it
 If I say I want you back, that's just me being selfish
 Cause I blew it once before, and I broke off the rails
 But if you start dating another dude, I hope it fails
 Why do I feel so petty?
 I hear your voice telling me why can't you just forget me
 I've got more reasons than regrets, and yes, of those got plenty
 Wish we could make amends
 Don't know if we could be just friends
 I blew it once before, won't make the same mistake again
 Stop, sending texts to all of my brothers and boys
 Every time I read the words, I swear I hear it in your voice
 Is it static noise? Or is you tryna tell me something
 I can't look at your pictures and think this was all for nothing
 But what if it was?
 I don't know what's up, I think that me and you were blinded by love
 I think that me and you were blinded by love
 But what if it was?
 I can't tell you what's up
 I think, I think me and you were blinded by love
 I think me and you were blinded by love
 Can't tell whether I'm in too deep or insecure
 At what point do these feelings stop being premature?
 With just your words, how can I be assured?
 What good is loyalty if it's impure?
 Is there more to this than just ignoring shit? Forgiving, forgetting?
 Count my blessings till it gets depressing
 I don't fuck with opps cause I'm too optimistic
 Set up for failure if I make my future too specific
 I live on the daily, so maybe, I'm not just being lazy
 I'm being cautious of everything constantly changing
 You get what I'm saying?
 City of sin calling your name, and I know that you're staying
 That's why I play by ear
 Why I display my fears, that one day you'll disappear
 Why I almost obey my peers, who tell me not to delay my years
 For something that isn't clear
 Mr. optimistic found the opposite
 (Ha) And you say that I'm not a risk
 Met a lot of dudes that wouldn't put up with this shit
 Are they the same that you wanna explore?
 Don't come back to me once you find out there isn't more
 (Cause there ain't) I think that me and you were blinded by love
 Blinded by love, blinded by love
 Ooooh, oooh, oh, oh, oh
 This shit ain't a game
 No, this shit ain't a game
 This shit ain't a game
 I just don't wanna be played