Bent (Roi's Song)

I saw you with a very loose grip
 On your tight ship
 And I left you with a very big mess
 Then I watched it progress
 A little time for your trip
 But I saw you starting to slip
 And you always kept your eyes on
 Any little hiding spot that you had forgot
 And I saw you after a decent spell
 In a private hell
 And I told you, "Hope I live a thousand lives
 Hope I live them well"
 Fought my mind to keep my life
 But my body's putting up a tougher fight
 Yeah, if it feels wrong, go on along
 But once it feels right, you just lost the fight
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 I saw you with a very loose grip
 On your tight ship
 And I lost you when you said one hit
 Couldn't hurt a bit
 A little time for your trip
 But I saw you starting to slip
 'Cause you always had your eyes on
 Any little hiding spot that you had forgot
 And I can't shake the terror of my life fleeting
 Minute by minute
 Even when I can't imagine another day
 Waking up in it
 Fought my mind to keep my life
 But my body's putting up a tougher fight
 Yeah, if it feels wrong, go on along
 But once it feels right, you just lost the fight