Tears of Laughter

I would be crying tears of laughter
 
 If I could see me smile again
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 I still reach for the stars, but all I touch is my horizon
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 I still believe my eyes, but all I see is my blindness
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 I still reach for the stars, but all I touch is my horizon
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 I still believe my ears, but all I hear is lasting silence
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 Like a disciple of a witness
 I judge upon my sacred eye
 Still I found the origin
 
 In what's left of me inside
 Can I call this my burden
 Or is this just my dream to fly?
 I would be crying tears of laughter
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 If I could see me smile again
 Weaker, weaker every day
 I forgot my urge to fly away
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 And is my life as bare as it is?
 Cold and lonely enough?
 Have you achieved what you were longing for?
 Sad enough this cannot be undone
 I drop my eyes and shiver as I see
 The reflection in the mirror of me
 Have you given up, my friend?
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 Forgiveness be mine
 
 Have you given up, my friend?
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 The reflection in the mirror of me
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 I still reach for the stars, but all I touch is my horizon
 Can I call this my burden
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 Or is this just my dream to fly?
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 I would be crying tears of laughter
 
 If I could see me smile again