She and Her Darkness - Farewell

My heart weights minimum a ton
 An army's feet pounding on my head
 Maybe I'll wake up one day to notice
 That all my life was just a dream...
 And maybe I'll be better off without you
 You left me here with all my thoughts
 I'd write a zillion words or walk a million miles
 I'd sleep on broken glass just not to lose your smiles
 I travel for you around the world
 Collecting moments, o how absurd
 To bring you beauty, to bring you joy
 I wish I'd be a little boy
 Where is that silence you primised me?
 Why is that distance so close to me?
 Why is your violence still hurting me?
 Why are your eyes avoiding me?
 Let me say thank you for all that you have given me.
 Thank you for everything you've done.
 Forgive me for saying one last thing:
 I miss you and I hope you hear this song!
 I travel for you around the world
 Collecting moments, o how absurd
 To bring you beauty, to bring you joy
 I wish I'd be a little boy
 I'm dying for you, can't you see?
 I'm lying for you to be free!
 I hunger for you, 'cause I can't eat!
 I'd vanish for you in defeat!
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