Monsters and Demons

I know that I don't know
 what you think that I should.
 I'm writing my bible
 so you know what I could.
 Could you be the one
 to abandon my spirits?
 Get rid of my blindness
 I need to see clearly...
 I need to see clearly
 for I love you dearly.
 My little inferno
 and all these illusions
 from my total light.
 To my infinite fright
 is insanity my friend?
 First nail in my hand...
 Monsters and demons
 regretful intrigues and
 I'm counting the days
 as my self-conscience (self-conscious) stays...
 In this room full of nothing
 the fool that I'm painting
 while you are the warmth
 and the violence I long for...
 Rebellious as I am
 I sing what I can't feel,
 I feel like I'm crying
 still always denying
 and constantly craving
 for heavenly places
 that I couldn't find
 in your ignorant faces...
 Monsters and demons...