Dissolution

What can I say?
 What can I do?
 Why can I face this world?
 In which I must endure
 Intimate compulsion
 "Legitimate", you say
 But nothing ever prospers
 If not the thought is noble
 I'm not alone
 But still lonely
 What else eludes my eyes
 Distracted fingers
 Regarding others
 However impressive words might be
 Do they distract me?
 Consider me demented?!
 Disposess my secrets
 In a concept hidden well
 See my silhouettes in absence
 Alive as body swell
 In dissolution
 Dissolution
 Absorbing life from others
 Like sucking from a straw
 Abstracted methods fear the truth
 Dissolving what may last
 Melting life in naked hands
 Eyes now open
 Rebellious hearts delivered
 As a gift of a good friend
 In dissolution
 Dissolution