I Can't Break It To My Heart

If it's okay, I'll leave the bed light on
 And place your water glass where it belongs
 And if it's alright, I'll lie awake at night
 Pretending I am curled up at your side
 See, I'm circling in these patterns
 Living out of memories
 I'm still a long way from accepting it
 That there's just no you and me
 But if I still believe you love me, maybe I'll survive
 So, I tell myself you're coming home
 Like you've done a million times
 And if it's alright I'll still be loving you
 'Cause I can't break it to my heart
 Is it just me? Did I commit a crime?
 I won't believe that loving you
 Is just a waste of time or was it in my head
 I'm reading into things you never said
 'Cause I still don't have the answers
 To why, we couldn't work it out
 I wanna think it's something that I did
 So, I can turn it back around
 But if I still believe you love me, maybe I'll survive
 So, I tell myself you're coming home
 Like you've done a million times
 And if it's alright I'll still be loving you
 'Cause I can't break it to my heart
 And nothing will come between us
 I wanna convince myself we're perfect
 In every single way as long as I can keep
 The truth away from my heart
 Oh, 'cause I can't break it to my heart, oh
 'Cause I still don't have the answers
 To why, we couldn't work it out
 I wanna think it's something that I did
 So, I can turn it back around
 But if I still believe you love me, maybe I'll survive
 So, I tell myself you're coming home
 Like you've done a million times
 And if it's alright I'll still be loving you
 But if I still believe you love me, maybe I'll survive
 So, I tell myself you're coming home
 Like you've done a million times
 And if it's alright I'll still be loving you
 And if it's alright, I'll still be loving you
 'Cause I can't break it to my heart
 I can't break it to my heart, oh