Heavy

I fought a battle, I fought a war
 I felt the rain on my face
 Sometimes to find what you're looking for
 You've got to, learn from your worst mistakes
 I made a wish on a satellite
 That I mistook for a star
 Guess when you build up to break down
 You find out, who you really are
 How did it all get so heavy?
 I used to stand up so tall
 There's only so much I can carry
 Before I fall
 And they tell me "girl you're so lucky"
 "You've got the world in your hands"
 But you know the world gets so heavy
 You don't understand
 And that's heavy
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 Just tell me what's the intention
 Is it to fall in love?
 I tried to find a connection
 Between now, it is and how it was
 I made a promise I couldn't keep
 Another story to tell
 You swear to god that you know me
 But I don't, don't even know myself
 How did it all get so heavy?
 I used to stand up so tall
 There's only so much I can carry
 Before I fall
 And they tell me "girl you're so lucky"
 "You've got the world in your hands"
 But you know the world gets so heavy
 You don't understand
 And that's heavy
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 Sometimes I lay awake in bed at night
 I close my eyes and all I see is see the
 Dreams I used to dream about when I was younger
 I wonder where I took the path of no return
 I might've lost my way a hundred
 Times but no I never ever lost the ground
 Oh and I know every cut and every stitch and every scar
 I know they've gotten me this far,
 They only made me tough, they made me stronger
 The limit's hard to break but I just can't get off the phone
 I offer days when I was free and I would listen on the phone
 It all got so heavy
 I used to stand up so tall
 There's only so much I can carry
 Before I fall
 They tell me "girl you're so lucky"
 "You've got the world in your hands"
 But you know the world gets so heavy
 You don't understand
 And that's heavy, heavy