Pity and Fear

I have such envy
 For the stranger lying next to me
 Who awakes in the night
 And slips out into the pre-dawn light
 With no words, a clean escape
 No promises or messes made
 And chalks it all up
 To a mistake, mistake, mistake
 And there are no tears
 Just pity and fear
 And a vast ravine
 Right in between
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 A storm at sea
 The bow cracked and I was capsizing
 And I sunk below
 Where I swore I would never go
 If you can't stand in place
 You can't tell who's walking away
 From who remains
 Who stays, who stays, who stays
 And there are no tears
 Just pity and fear
 And a vast ravine
 Right in between
 'Cause there are no tears
 Just pity and fear
 And I recall
 The push more than the fall
 The push more than the fall