Trigger

So tired, of being tired and drunk and lonely
 And I hate myself in the morning
 Yeah so much more in the morning
 When the guilt swirls in my stomach
 And my heart beats through my ears
 And all the little things that I ignore, they seem to be more real
 I held the gun but you pulled the trigger and we watched it all go
 I held the gun but you pulled the trigger and we watched it all go
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 And all the records
 I've been playing, they tell me to stay this way
 And all the ones I love give up on me
 They try their hardest and fail so miserably
 I held the gun but you pulled the trigger and we watched it all go
 I held the gun but you pulled the trigger and we watched it all go
 My heart was fast but your hand was quicker and we watched it all go
 I held the gun but you pulled the trigger and we watched it all go, it all go
 My timeline is running out fast
 My future will never be my past
 And I still can't work out how to make my money last
 And all the things I thought that I could be
 Get less and less as each new day begins
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 I held the gun but you pulled the trigger and we watched it all go
 I held the gun but you pulled the trigger and we watched it all go
 My heart was fast but your hand was quicker and we watched it all go
 I held the gun but you pulled the trigger and we watched it all go
 I held the gun but you pulled the trigger and we watched it all go