What It Means to Be Defeated (Acoustic)

So they read the news today, you had vanished without a trace
 You lacked the spine to turn your back and say goodbye (bye)
 Now you're just a ghost that occupies my thoughts, my every move
 All mountains for me to move
 Still I tell myself I'll be just fine
 All these excuses lead me to a sun never rising again
 You were not someone I knew, just someone I learned to see through
 You were lying when you said we'd be permanent
 When did I become, the one to give up?
 When did I become, a transition to the next one?
 Maybe this won't need to be repeated
 Maybe it's to show me what it means to be defeated
 Wasn't it enough, to trade your bed for lust, and tear me limb from limb?
 Tear me limb from limb?
 You were lying when you said we'd be permanent
 When did I become, the one to give up?
 Hopeless heart, held inside of a desperate soul
 Smile while you're stabbing me in the back again
 Could you send, from my skin, and show me one person I can put my trust in
 You were lying when you said we'd be permanent
 When did I become, the one to give up?
 Ohhhhhhh ohhhhh
 When did I become the one to give up?
 Ohhhhhhh
 When did I become, the one to give up?