Pain and Happiness

Falling all over my heart and it's only been the fifth date
 Talking every night on the phone as the midnight slips away
 So quickly I let me self feel vulnerable
 Then you say
 There's a job out west you really want to take
 All the good of every moment leading up to this
 The way I lost my breath and closed my eyes at the first taste of your kiss
 It's no hands on this rollercoaster
 So I'll scream
 Into the wind
 I'm still happy after hanging up
 My stomach tied in knots
 Finding out the more we've pulled away
 The Tighter that they've got
 We just fought you still look hot which doesn't help this mess
 Love's got a way of blurring the lines between pain and happiness
 Strolling Robson Street eating dollar pizza on our summer day
 Trying on expensive clothes with price tags we knew we'd never pay
 It's not a job, it's a passion, it's your dream
 That's why I'd never say
 What I feel, exactly what you mean to me, or can't you stay
 I've decided that I'll keep you as my crush
 Butterflies endorphin highs I just can't find enough
 I'd rather have a best day of my life, than a really good month.