Future Self

I write a happy song but it won't come out
 Good thinking going wrong 'cause I'm breathing doubt
 My mind is sleeping when I'm busy at work
 Stayed up too late on Reddit, I'm introvert
 I'm just doing the best that I can do
 Oh I don't even know who I am
 As I'm running through the demons
 I'm still looking for my future self
 All these shadows trying to catch me
 I'm surviving for my future self
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 I think I'll play some Smash Bros to pass the time
 'Cause spacing out is always good for my mind
 So many problems that I need to forget
 Do some more therapy so I can reset
 I'm just doing the best that I can do
 Oh I don't even know who I am
 As I'm running through the demons
 I'm still looking for my future self
 All these shadows trying to catch me
 I'm surviving for my future self
 Oh-oh-oh-oh-oh
 For my future self
 Oh-oh-oh-oh-oh
 For my future self
 I'm just doing the best that I can do
 Oh I don't even know who I am
 Fate ain't showing me things I need to see
 Oh I don't even know who I am
 As I'm running through the demons
 I'm still looking for my future self
 All these shadows trying to catch me
 I'm surviving for my future self
 Oh-oh-oh-oh-oh
 For my future self
 Oh-oh-oh-oh-oh
 For my future self