Somebody I'm Not

I'm not really one to go out drinking
 I'm better at home all by myself overthinking
 Most people I know
 They live for the weekend
 Maybe it's me, maybe I'm way too deep in my feelings
 Everybody seems to know all the rules
 But nobody knows
 I'd rather be alone instead of having all the fuzz
 Of making friends, making friends
 While everybody's drinking vodka I'm just drinking water
 To pretend, I pretend
 To be somebody I'm not, I'm not, I'm not
 To be somebody I'm not, I'm not, I'm not
 (To be somebody I'm-)
 (I'm not, I'm not)
 (To be somebody I'm-)
 (I'm not, I'm not)
 I keep checking the time every minute
 Wondering when it won't be rude to say that I'm leaving
 I don't like the songs,
 I'm not good at dancing,
 I got two left feet,
 Can't find the beat, don't find it relaxing
 Everybody seems to know all the rules
 But nobody knows
 I'd rather be alone instead of having all the fuzz
 Of making friends, making friends
 While everybody's drinking vodka I'm just drinking water
 To pretend, I pretend
 To be somebody I'm not, I'm not, I'm not
 To be somebody I'm not, I'm not, I'm not
 (To be somebody I'm-)
 (I'm not, I'm not)
 (To be somebody I'm-)
 (I'm not, I'm not)
 Hang out with the smokers outside
 But to get away from all the noise and hide
 Hang out with the smokers outside
 To get away from all the noise and hide
 I'd rather be alone instead of having all the fuzz
 Of making friends, making friends
 While everybody's drinking vodka I'm just drinking water
 To pretend, I pretend
 To be somebody I'm not, I'm not, I'm not
 To be somebody I'm not, I'm not, I'm not
 (To be somebody I'm-)
 (I'm not, I'm not)
 To be somebody I'm not