Back from Hell

One-two-three-four-five... four, three, two, one
 When I get back from hell again
 I'm gonna be so elegant
 The relevance of my benevolence is evident
 I'm sentimental
 Oh no, I mean I'm said to be mental
 When I don't get what I want
 I find it's hard just to be gentle
 Gentle? The rental of some self control
 When you lose your mind
 Is when you start to find your soul unfold
 This morning when I woke up
 All the thoughts that I had just broke up
 Broken fragments of my dreams left me choked up
 Distant memories I'd repressed all spoke up
 Oooh fuck!
 This was something that I wasn't expecting
 My dreams solidified and started asking me questions
 And the deeper I looked into their hate-filled eyes
 I realised they were you, only in disguise
 So I jumped to my feet
 How the fuck did I become so weak?
 Too soon did I admit defeat
 I grabbed a pen and start writing to the beat
 And I wrote:
 When I get back from hell again
 I'm gonna be so elegant
 The relevance of my benevolence is everything
 As time went by
 I realised you can't just drop out
 But I'm telling you man
 It's hard to block out
 The sound that rebounds and resounds
 And resounds again
 Off the walls of my mind
 'cause I miss my... friend
 But now I'm on a mission to mend
 Everything that broke and make it glisten again
 Strip down redesign construct and improve
 While the rest procrastinate I'll be making my move
 I hope in years to come I've elevated
 But chances are I'll be inebriated
 But that's cool
 As long as my mind ain't sedated
 And the things that I've learned
 Haven't been erased and wasted
 When you forget about the hand you're dealt
 All that really matters is the things you've felt
 So fuck it, bring on the good and bad times
 If rapping don't work I'll start a band of mimes
 When you forget about the hand you're dealt
 All that really matters is the things you've felt
 So fuck it, bring on the good and bad times
 If rapping don't work I'll start a band of mimes
 When I get back from hell again
 I'm gonna be so elegant
 The relevance of my benevolence is evident