My Pain (feat. Dirty)

If you could feel my pain
 If you could feel my pain
 If you could feel my pain
 If you could feel my pain
 If you could feel my pain
 If you could feel my pain
 If you could feel my pain
 If you could feel my pain
 I know about the revelation and the ending of times
 So my life is a sign that my vision is blind but
 It's hard to see how these conditions are fine
 We in a prison locked up without committing a crime
 I never chose to live a ghetto life, never chose struggle
 I never wanted this pressure, I was born troubled
 I'm in a fight take a look at my knuckles
 It's like I'm hitting brick wall living life on the hustle
 Trying hard not to buckle under all of my stress
 I confess misery got me wishing for death
 Is this life worth living given all of my tests
 I'm just a man in the flesh trying hard to progress
 See my life is a mess full of drama and hurt
 I'm feeling cursed and my life got me down in the dirt
 I'm on a search for some light through the thunder and rain
 You wouldn't be so quick to judge if you were feeling my pain
 (Hook)
 If you could feel my pain
 If you could feel my pain
 If you could feel my pain
 If you could feel my pain
 If you could feel my pain
 If you could feel my pain
 If you could feel my pain
 If you could feel my pain
 I'm on a journey through a maze that I call my life
 Getting scared through the process, I call it a fight
 That got me up against the ropes and I'm holding on tight
 Trying hard not to fall so I call on Christ
 Is there a way out this ghetto prison
 This life I'm Living got me paranoid wishing God would listen
 I'm losing all faith in religion falling deep in depression
 God, I'm going crazy holding all this aggression
 I'm here stressing tryna find some direction
 Begging God for his blessings but I get the impression
 I'm all alone in this life of sin
 It's like I'm lost in a jungle in this life I'm in
 Without a friend to depend on lately I've been livin' in fear
 Heading straight for destruction, my ending is near
 It might appear that I'm legally sane but
 You'd think twice if you were feeling my pain
 (Hook)
 If you could feel my pain
 If you could feel my pain
 If you could feel my pain
 If you could feel my pain
 If you could feel my pain
 If you could feel my pain
 If you could feel my pain
 If you could feel my pain
 You don't really know somebody till you walk in his shoes
 And you don't really know his struggle and the shit he's been through
 Until the shit hits the fan and the person is you
 In the struggle all alone and you don't know what to do
 I find it hard to keep my composure
 The ups and downs of my life is like a roller coaster
 Without a shoulder I can lean on, maybe I just need to be strong
 But I'm suffocating daily trying hard to hold on
 You can tell that I'm hurting by the words of this song
 So believe me when I tell you that this journey is long
 It's like me and misery have been building a bond
 We've been together for some time but we ain't getting along
 I'm sick of living life cold-hearted, sick of shedding tears
 I'm sick of calling to God and getting closed ears
 I love Jesus but I'm looking for change
 He'd probably offer me a hand if he were feeling my pain
 (Hook)
 If you could feel my pain
 If you could feel my pain
 If you could feel my pain
 If you could feel my pain
 If you could feel my pain
 If you could feel my pain
 If you could feel my pain
 If you could feel my pain