Memories

As I sit in my silver stack thinking about way back
 Even before I started blazing the chronic sack
 I was a go wild unfocused troublesome kid
 Looking up to all the gangsters and the shit they did
 I was at unimpressionable age through a faze
 An unmentionable stage deranged full of rage
 Walking through life in a haze with dark clouds
 Hanging over my head being wicked and loud
 And sometimes those demons haunt me and taunt me
 Follow me pursue me confuse me they want me
 They come at me from all angles and dangles
 Memories in front of me, but I wont run away
 I put the gun away but sometimes my hand ditches
 But I don't want to get locked away cause I whack bitches
 I left those ways back in the old days
 So go away I don't got no time to throw away
 Memories they haunt me
 (They haunt me)
 They follow me, to the day I die
 (We fight and we struggle out here so we can stay alive)
 Memories they haunt me
 (They haunt me)
 They follow me, to the day I die
 (Got to do what I got to do out here so I can survive)
 I got my education on the streets
 And I learned how to spit rhymes out with or without beats
 To say whatever I went through or going through
 Tripping off people who acting like they been knowin' you
 Learn how some of these record companies be holdin' you
 Attaching an image in the end controllin' you
 But we set out to set ourselves apart
 And let these people know just what they had from the start
 It's like Ghostface said we studied our art form
 We turned the mike on and spit a fucking dark storm
 People slept on me and doubted my skill level
 But I'm tenacious and I got a strong will level
 You been introduced to some of the real rebels
 Injected with venom from God to kill devils
 Memories they haunt me
 (They haunt me)
 They follow me, to the day I die
 (We fight and we struggle out here so we can stay alive)
 Memories they haunt me
 (They haunt me)
 They follow me, to the day I die
 (Got to do what I got to do out here so I can survive)
 Memories they haunt me
 (They haunt me)
 They follow me, to the day I die
 (We fight and we struggle out here so we can stay alive)
 Memories they haunt me
 (They haunt me)
 They follow me, to the day I die
 (Got to do what I got to do out her so I can survive)
 Memories they haunt me
 (They haunt me)
 They follow me to the day I die
 (We fight and we struggle out here so we can stay alive)
 Memories they haunt me
 (They haunt me)
 They follow me, to the day I die
 (Got to do what I got to do out her so I can survive)
 I remember my days as youth
 Teenage gangsters with somethin' to prove
 See man amuse and we creep and we strew
 Catch your ass slipping and dump on their crew
 Just having fun but you crazy kids
 Never thought about no prison beds
 Got gangsters twenty-five and alive
 Never see the kids all fucking wild
 But that's the game and shit don't change
 Get respect for smoking brains
 You get a name and you build your rep
 You courting fools coming in your set
 Before you know we're having fun
 Slamming doping and packing gun
 Leaving mad traces and blasting their faces
 Got a hundred years for all my fucking cases
 Memories they haunt me
 (They haunt me)
 They follow me, to the day I die
 (We fight and we struggle out here so we can stay alive)
 Memories they haunt me
 (They haunt me)
 They follow me, to the day I die
 (Got to do what I got to do out here so I can survive)
 Memories they haunt me
 (They haunt me)
 They follow me, to the day I die
 (We fight and we struggle out here so we can stay alive)
 Memories they haunt me
 (They haunt me)
 They follow me
 To the day I die
 (Got to do what I got to do out here so I can survive)
 Memories they haunt me
 (They haunt me)
 They follow me, to the day I die
 (We fight and we struggle out here so we can stay alive)
 Memories they haunt me
 (They haunt me)
 They follow me, to the day I die
 (Got to do what I got to do out here so we can survive)