Masquerading

Could we wander the city?
 Let the days slip away
 All this space
 It just feels on loan
 I've lost all perspective
 Steering through, but my grip is loose
 I swear
 You can feel it
 No direction to get me through
 I know you will feel it
 It's getting to me
 I try so hard to deliver
 Now, I can't count my mistakes
 And my back's been breaking
 Bet it all looks so pretty far away
 In a blaze
 Hesitation all on your own
 I know you can feel it
 I can't wash it away
 There's no winner
 It's getting to me
 I try so hard to deliver
 Now, I can't count my mistakes
 And my back's been breaking
 It's getting to me
 I tried and failed to deliver
 Now, I can't count my mistakes
 I've been masquerading