MZRY

All along I was scared to breathe
 So afraid that the world was gonna leave me behind
 In the dark, I refused to see
 That I was barely alive
 It's such a bitter pill to swallow
 But I learned to call it reality
 I didn't wanna wake up, I didn't wanna wake up
 I didn't wanna wake up and miss the misery
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 All along I refused to believe
 Paranoid that my fear already left me to die
 In the end, when I stopped, I could see
 That I was feeding the lie
 Caught in between another time and place
 When no one cared to know my name
 Feels like it's never enough
 When is it ever enough?
 I build it up just to tear it back down again
 Fighting fate only to surrender, only to surrender
 I'm the worst at letting go
 To the scars I loved the most
 Will they bury me, bury me now?
 Running from the worst in me
 Left me broken, wondering
 Will they bury me, bury me now?
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 It's such a bitter pill to swallow
 But I learned to call it reality
 I didn't wanna wake up, I didn't wanna wake up
 I didn't wanna wake up
 It's such a bitter pill to swallow
 But I learned to call it reality
 I didn't wanna wake up, I didn't wanna wake up
 I didn't wanna wake up and miss the misery
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 I hold the key to escaping my reality
 I hold the key to creating my identity
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 I build it up just to tear it back down again
 Fighting fate only to surrender, only to surrender
 I'm the worst at letting go
 To the scars I loved the most
 Will they bury me, bury me now?
 Running from the worst in me
 Left me broke and wondering
 Will they bury me, bury me now?
 Will they bury me, bury me now?
 They won't bury me, bury me now