Never Thought

Lord things have changed since we first met
 We been down a long road that's filled with regret
 It's hard to forget and even harder to forgive
 I'm torn between love and what I need to live
 Darlin', I wish I could be more than I am
 Just and old cowboy and almost a broken man
 But everything I love I lose
 Bulls and broncs, broken bones and booze
 Seemed to me the only way that I know
 I've hit bottom baby girl, there's nowhere else to go
 It's hard to see right when all you've done is wrong
 Hard to hang on when all you got is gone
 This cowboy life gave me a heart of stone
 This cowboy life tore up our home
 This cowboy life is all I've ever known
 This cowboy life has left me all alone
 (Never thought it would happen like this)
 (Never thought it was you I'd miss)
 (Came around and touched my soul)
 (I put all my plans on hold)
 (Everything is fallin' down)
 (Thought you would have come around)
 (Can't you see what's goin' on?)
 (It's so hard to hang on)
 When I start to fall asleep
 I think of how it used to be
 You're in my heart you're in my soul
 You're everything I've ever know
 I think about you all the time
 Don't you know that I'd give my life
 To have you standin' next to me
 Right here, by my side
 (Never thought it happened like this)
 (Never thought it was you I'd miss)
 (Came around and touched my soul)
 (I put all my plans on hold)
 (Everything is fallin' down)
 (Thought you would have come around)
 (Can't you see what's goin' on?)
 (It's so hard to hang on)
 Where did we go wrong?
 What did we do right?
 Tell me it's alright to push our pride aside
 Life without you is what I thought It would be
 When your lying there with him, do ya ever wish it was me?
 Can you forgive me for everything I did and didn't do?
 Understand this way of life is all I ever knew
 I was raised to be tough, keep my feelings inside
 Never to back down, all ya have is ya pride
 I know what it's takes to cover the whole acre
 But being a one woman man was never part of my plan
 Life without love is just another sad song
 Doin' all that I can but it's hard to hang on
 All we have in life is love but you never even gave enough
 So now I'm standing on my own
 Don't really care if you ever come home
 (Never thought it would happen like this)
 (Never thought it was you I'd miss)
 (Came around and touched my soul)
 (I put all my plans on hold)
 (Everything is fallin' down)
 (Thought you would have come around)
 (Can't you see what's goin' on?)
 (It's so hard to hang on)
 (You will never hang on)
 (Oh-oh-ho)
 (Mm-hm-mh)