Tongue Tied & Twisted

i can see through the distance
 and i can't look back
 i'm tongue tied & twisted
 as i fall through the cracks
 no time to hesitate
 and there i was and there i was
 couldn't tell you how to feel
 and i'll tear down what was real
 emotions inside your head
 the way that you make me feel
 taken by, taken by
 there's a hole in my existence
 and i can't look back
 i'm tired and i'm twisting
 i don't understand
 undercover went through the gates of hell
 but i know i'll come around
 what if you could
 pretend that you should
 thinking things can all go your own way
 i'd like like to move on forget it
 and leave it behind
 misunderstood disappear if you could
 you could take it or leave it to me
 what does it take
 for my conscious to lead me around
 not giving in so you know i'm alive
 there i was
 couldn't tell you how to feel
 couldn't tell you what was real
 emotions inside your head
 the way that you make me feel
 what if you could
 pretend that you should
 thinking things can all go your own way
 i'd like like to move on forget it
 and leave it behind
 misunderstood disappear if you could
 you could take it or leave it to me
 what does it take
 for my conscious to lead me around