4th of July

I can hear my voice complaining, I been talking to myself
 and it seems like there's nobody else
 who can see my situation, help me with my heavy load
 and it feels like I'm going to explode
 in flames all over the sky - just like the 4th of July
 well they've taken my donation, but they say they're still not sure
 that they're gonna find a cure
 See my mind was getting cluttered up with things that never mattered
 it was time to leave thinking alone
 now I don't keep my concentration fixed on anything too long
 my only thought is drifting on
 cos there's a red glare blinding my eyes - just like the 4th of July
 well I'll pay my debt to science, but I'm defaulting on my loans
 come and take my skin and bones
 Since I lost my destination and forgot my way back home
 I been waiting for a sign to come
 when you're ready Lord, I'm able for to join you at the table
 cos I been chillin' with the chosen ones
 and talking 'bout spinning wheels in the sky - just like the 4th of July
 to the promised land I'm coming, somewhere on along this road
 somewhere on along this road...