Bugbear

Being in this space has made me feel
 A bit more small and I'm not quite sure where I'm goin' next
 I'll try to use a map but with directions I tend to be bad so
 I'll use GPS and pray for the best
 I've got so many years to flesh this out and be what I wanna be
 But it's confusing to say the least
 No perception of time or space or distance or weight
 And I think I'm going insane
 Due to graduate and remain a beast
 And oh woah I just want you to know, woah
 I feel so brain dead next to you
 It's not like you intended to
 Hurt me or make me feel that way
 And I'm not tryin' to complain
 But it just sucks to try and explain
 Why I feel like this everyday
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 Sleepin' through your days and skippin' meals
 Must sound so unappealing
 But I guess it's different when it's the norm
 Sinking deeper into whatever this is without a hint of reflection
 Can't tell if this is the calm or if this is the storm
 Giving everything I've got equates to about
 A shower and wakin' up late
 Faced with anything I tend to flee
 So when I'm thrown into the adult world
 Where they do things that I never learned how to do
 I guess I'll live in a swamp or a tree
 And oh-oh, I just hope you all know, oh
 I feel so brain dead next to you
 It's not like you intended to
 Hurt me or make me feel this way
 And I'm not tryin' to complain
 But it just sucks to try and explain
 Why I feel like this everyday
 My brain is surrounded by school kids
 Who all got their valedictorian course
 While I couldn't care enough about my 3.8
 No matter how hard I try
 I'm still not trying hard enough to be great