The Sea

o the sea
 i am falling
 endlessly
 i am calling
 water floods and up the stairs now
 out the door with all we had
 lay before us dust uncovered
 fear of clean and left behind
 somehow change that lies before me
 creates a new valid kind
 i'm left staring at the figures and forever ponder why
 yet i've never quite adapted to a world i cannot find
 oceans swirl and foot boards tremble as the memories unwind
 nature tells me yet again that it wasn't meant to be
 and how can i overcome all that has afflicted me
 try and try and try again
 just as if i don't believe
 as a whole it's all still there
 right for everyone to see
 just so how will i recover from the numbers that still bind
 just another movement forward
 and another change of time
 and though others may have known it
 yes and others feel it too
 just still know that i am here now
 and it isn't only you
 yeah well there is still a number
 that still haunts me yet today
 and the others were so close it was barely yesterday
 i'm still searching for the magic that will turn it all around
 in a second comes the danger
 that made all my fear abound
 yet the first was still the only number one of it's own time
 and each moment was a story
 every figure in my mind
 hoping someday i will breathe from the same air
 i seek to find
 still repeating the same lessons
 still absorbing in my mind