Too Deep Until Now

those days, those fucking days
 i know now you never cared about
 those days, those fucking days
 i know now you never understood
 those days will always stay with me
 and i, well i wait
 maybe its just not coming back
 but five years down the line
 you wont see me ashamed
 of what i once was, and what i still am
 those days will always stay with me, and i wait
 too deep until now, too deep for words (2x) until now
 im not sure of where its taking me
 but i have always kept those thoughts
 deep inside, deep inside of who i am
 never ashamed to face up to, those days
 will always stay with me and, i wait