Selfish (feat. Josh X)

I gave you more than I give myself
 So loyal to you that I betray myself
 Well, I guess I'ma wither away
 You a snake and you chose to slither today
 I gave my all my love and my trust but
 I guess my all just wasn't enough
 Yeah, there's something 'bout you I can't help it
 But I'ma do for myself I'm being selfish
 Babe, your melody is the voice I need
 Makes me skip a beat, yeah
 And baby you know it, yeah
 But it's hard to show it
 See the one I love used to be in clubs
 Used to fuck with thugs, yeah
 And I can't expose it, yeah
 'Cause she already know it, yeah
 But why don't you ask me
 Why is it so hard to fall in love?
 Why don't you ask me
 Why can I never, ever, ever try?
 Why don't you ask me
 Why everything is going this way?
 Why don't you ask me? (I guess you never know)
 I guess we never know
 They say the one that you truly love hurts you the most
 Now the one that I truly love hurt me the most
 Now the one that you truly love is hurting you the most
 I guess I'll never know
 Why I got so cold
 It's not your fault
 Be selfish, be selfish, be selfish (It's I'm so cold, girl)
 Be selfish, be selfish, be selfish (It's not your fault girl)
 Be selfish, be selfish, be selfish (It's I'm so cold, girl)
 Be selfish, be selfish, be selfish (It's not your fault girl)
 Withering away as I gaze at the sky
 Looking at his face and all the pain he caused me
 I ask why?
 Didn't I love?
 Didn't I give you more than I ever gave myself?
 What do you wish? 'Cause that part of me no longer exist
 This time I'm first, I'm picking me
 I finally learned to be selfish