Push & Pull

I don't think I want you
 Not the way I used to
 If I don't let you go
 I'm scared I never will
 And I'm so tired of fighting
 Of all the toil and striving
 If I don't let you go
 I'll sink down like a stone
 And I don't know
 If I want to push or pull
 Pull away from you
 But I know
 If you only called my name
 I'd come crawling back to you
 Oh the push and pull we do
 Maybe it will get better
 After these storms we weather
 But if I let you go
 Then we will never know
 And I don't know
 If I want to push or pull
 Pull away from you
 But I know
 If you only called my name
 I'd come crawling back to you
 Oh the push and pull we do
 And I don't know
 If I want to push or pull
 Pull away from you
 But I know
 If you only called my name
 I'd come crawling back to you
 Oh the push and pull we do
 I don't know
 What am I holding onto
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