Hold The Light

It's been a long year, like a sleepless night
 Jacob wrestled the angel but I'm too tired to fight
 Every Wednesday for two years we've met
 I've showed you all my anger, doubts, and bitterness
 There was no judgment in your eyes
 Just the silent peace of God that felt so real in you
 Will you hold the light for me?
 Will you hold the light for me?
 And I stay up late, cause I cannot sleep
 I don't wanna face the quiet, it's just God and me
 Cause I'm waiting for the gavel handing me the sentence down
 Cause I don't believe forgiveness or even repentance now
 There was no judgment in your eyes
 Just the silent peace of God that felt so real in you
 Will you hold the light for me?
 Will you hold the light for me?
 I wanna feel redemption flowing through my veins
 I wanna see with clear eyes beyond lust and hate
 I want the war to be over and know the good guys won
 I want love to hold me and know I'm not alone
 Standing round a willow weeping
 We're praying in the backyard
 And the chill of the night, the friendship light reminded me
 Who we are