This Road Alone

I've been walking this road alone
 No matter where I go, I can't seem to find
 Something to believe in, nooo
 But still I try to roam
 Down this lonely road
 Cause there has to be something
 And there has to be a reason
 Heart broken and hopeless, why can't they notice
 Everyone thinks I'm doing good when really I'm at my lowest
 Heart's at it's brokest, it's hard to focus
 My only healthy outlet, is to take my pain out through each hope is
 Walking alone in rain, I pray that the lord tells me to fear not
 Let the rain hit my face, so I can camouflage my tear drops
 I'm soaking wet, but a fire burns within me
 Anger mixed with sadness and the flames starting to singe me
 I've been walking this road alone
 No matter where I go, I can't seem to find
 Something to believe in, nooo
 But still have try to roam
 Down this lonely road
 Cause there has to be something
 And there has to be a reason
 I don't know what to believe in
 I've lost everything, I've been working so hard to support
 I wasted my time, trying to be so responsible all I did was end coming up short
 Everytime I finally put my faith in someone, they just cross me
 So fuck fake friends, and wife they're too costly
 I've never let another leave me broke and disparaged
 And don't give me fucking started on that joke of a marriage
 I lost my kids, now thats pain
 I can't cope, I just bare it
 If you ever get pregnant bitch I hope you miscarriage
 I'm just speaking out of anger girl, I wish you the best
 But if my kid catch a bullet, I'mma rip through your chest
 Take a deep breath, calm down Chris you pissed
 Cause your wife ran out, left you crying like a bitch
 But when you think about it, Now you happy that she's gone
 Only thang that fucking sucks, she took the kids away from home
 How can I believe in love, when love rob me of my family?
 Now I'm walking this lonely road, searching for my sanity
 One foot in front the other, I keep moving
 Even though I still struggle, I'm Improving
 All the pain I've been through, Manifested a new entity
 I have never been stronger physically or mentally
 Never know the drama that I've been through, was meant to be
 Maybe even one day an angel will be sent to me
 I'm about to gather up my thoughts and boldly go
 Where my feet, take me as I walk this lonely road
 If my kids are with me, or not they're still family
 All that I can do, Is to be the best father I can be
 I'mma keep moving, thank God I'm still breathing
 Cause everyone needs something to believe in