Vomit

I used to think my thoughts made me mad - then I realized I was just mad, with thoughts
 Taught my hands to speak my mind - the inside of a fist is soft
 Had 6 strings to take my mind off of things - to ventilate hostility with positivity
 And control my aggressive tendencies - cause what I am is what you hear
 It's a piece of me to outlive my flesh - and continue my bloodline
 Like a child, yet complete in it's form - like a child, but you can't mold it wrong
 An angry kid becomes an angry man
 And the pendulum swings like a thinking mind
 The pendulum swings and it passes time
 Like a mood it swings me wide
 Until I've lost my balance and fallen to it
 Like a mindquake it puts me through it
 Like a hand shake it greets me
 As it cheats me of a content life
 And in the end we bend to make amends
 Before your own angst eats ya
 And to those that made winter so cold
 I hope your food repeats ya
 And in my darkest room I feel my way through - guided by a short leash
 Made of sound to keep down - the part of me I fear
 It's a piece of me that puts my flesh to the test - gives it power
 And devours my awareness - of what's waiting under my skin
 It's a piece of me to outlive my flesh - and continue my bloodline
 Like a child, yet complete in it's form - like a child, but you can't mold it wrong
 An angry kid becomes an angry man
 And the pendulum swings like a thinking mind
 The pendulum swings and it passes time
 Like a mood it swings me wide
 Until I've lost my balance and fallen to it
 Like a mindquake it puts me through it
 Like a hand shake it greets me
 As it cheats me of a content life
 ...And in the end we bend to make amends
 'Cause any one of us can blow up
 And so I'm not covered in your food before ya do
 I really hope ya throw up
 An angry kid becomes an angry man
 And the pendulum swings like a thinking mind
 The pendulum swings and it passes time
 Like a mood it swings me wide
 Until I've lost my balance and fallen to it
 Like a mindquake it puts me through it
 Like a hand shake it greets me
 As it cheats me of a content life
 ...And in the end we bend to make amends
 'Cause any one of us can blow up
 Since I'll be there to collect my share
 I'd like to see ya throw up