Splinter (feat. Crucifix)

The world is cold as a winter
 And people gonna get up under your skin like a splinter
 I got a whole lot of issues that are unresolved
 I went 2 weeks without seeing nobody, just my dog
 His name is Blao, he's the closest thing to a child
 I may ever have, I'm selfish as hell, why lie
 Too self absorbed of relationships, still I try
 From time to time to find me one for my life
 And my patterns are hard for a decent woman to
 Respect or accept, so whores I keep em' comin through
 In the bed with a babbling bitch that loves me
 And she bad it's just some about it's ugly
 After we finish, I hate when she try to touch me
 It ain't her fault, that's just me
 I slowly weigh down, but I ain't perfect though
 Relapse is a record that I done heard before
 And I'm no Marshall Mathers, I'm talking Andy Mathis
 I'm talking deadly habits, it's so sad and tragic
 The world is cold as a winter
 And people gonna get up under your skin like a splinter
 I know I'm a sinner
 But all I can do is pray, god just take the pain away
 Cause I'm cold as the winter
 And life done got up under my skin like a splinter
 I know I'm a winner
 But all I can do is pray, don't let me lose my faith today
 I tried my best to be so good to some folks
 The same people showed me betrayal up close
 The flip side of that coin is I've been negligent
 With a lot of my real friends I never meant
 To let a day turn into a month and then a year
 Without speaking to you, I know that it appears
 I just forgot about y'all but really in truth
 I forgot about me too, this igloo
 I built around myself it's so frigid
 And it ain't melting away, I don't dig it
 I know life is gone, I'm gon' miss it
 It's like it never was here, if you don't live it
 I think about the past and get so livid
 What the fuck was you thinking, I don't get it
 You so capable, personality magnetic
 Life could have been so good if you had let it
 The world is cold as a winter
 And people gonna get up under your skin like a splinter
 I know I'm a sinner
 But all I can do is pray, god just take the pain away
 Cause I'm cold as the winter
 And life done got up under my skin like a splinter
 I know I'm a winner
 But all I can do is pray, don't let me lose my faith today
 I may not be the shit to you but where I come from
 Them people love Bub, therefor I must just
 Stay faithful, the lord got his hands on me
 And you don't hate me, you just don't understand, homie
 There from humble beginnings I saw limitless
 Possibility, fear was my only nemesis
 Along the way I forfeited my innocence
 But that is ok, thank you lord
 For all the pain, the affliction
 It's like a mirror in my face that I need to see
 All my loss, my addiction
 Showed me something that I really needed to know about me
 It's like a shape to me, you're more than me
 Killing this heart is controlling me
 Though I'm out of control, you still order me
 Folding me up inside your hands and the words don't come
 The world is cold as a winter
 And people gonna get up under your skin like a splinter
 I know I'm a sinner
 But all I can do is pray, god just take the pain away
 Cause I'm cold as the winter
 And life done got up under my skin like a splinter
 I know I'm a winner
 But all I can do is pray, let me make it through the day
 Let me make it through the day