The Rookie Year

Pass or fail, crash and burn
 another pain for lesson learned
 so take it from me
 you cant win this way
 thinking of how
 I can fill this, hole in my chest
 you know the one:
 gasping and sucking dust
 and I wonder, how I'll feel
 and I wonder, where I'll go from here
 I'm finding hope
 I'm writing my anthem to this 60 cycle hum
 you know the one.
 I'm moving forward
 something you said and your words hit just right
 I'm moving forward and you and I both know
 that this is not the easiest thing
 meek and mild mannered me
 throwing dishes in the sink
 I'm breaking bottles
 over heads of friends, or so to speak
 it's the beginning of the end
 I'm moving forward
 something you said and your words hit just right
 I'm moving forward, seeing things for once in a whole new light
 I'm proving you right and pulling teeth was never this much fun
 I'm finsing hope
 I'm writing my anthem to the 60 cycle hum
 you know the one.