The Bottle and the Sea

I've been sitting here waiting,
 trying to fall asleep,
 There is an answer in
 my head to see, but I can't stop the fight,
 I've been going crazy,
 there's nowhere to run
 and I'm feeling so hazy.
 It's the drugs that I took,
 the wine that I drank,
 the nights here alone
 and my head in the sink.
 I need time to myself
 back on the sea,
 I want nothing more
 than for you to be here with me.
 Is it wasted alone,
 am I wasting away?
 Just one more year
 I won't take that away from you
 Back on the road
 here on the land,
 it's not cracked up to be
 all it is understand
 where I'm coming, I've gone,
 I'd see you around,
 I've been here before
 curled up on the ground.
 Make it here on my own,
 away from today,
 with all of the faces
 I'm seeing the same.
 Got you out on the ocean,
 here on the sea,
 the waves in your face
 and you're shouting at me.
 Won't you
 lay here awake,
 don't fall asleep
 holding me holding on
 it makes sense to me.
 But you wouldn't allow
 and it's killing me now,
 don't you know.