Just Abandoned Myself

What is it on your mind, eyes close shut, with words?
 What is it on your mind, ears tight shut, overwhelming
 The proof that you want to cry
 Afriad of the present; loaded with the past,
 and you suffer from thirst
 Afraid of the future, losing "the present"
 and you lose and you suffer from thirst
 Think of THERE ONE THAT RULES and superimpose the image remaining
 What is it on your mind, with your eyes swollen up?
 You know how to make a choice?
 The world keeps dying, THE ONE keeps dying
 If there is THE ONE, therefore I am
 Reverse the meaning, question myself
 All these meanings superimposed are covering up
 and question my-self
 See what is ahead after making a choice?
 Get over the meaning, grab
 Turning over, grab
 Get over the meaning, brag
 And question my-self
 Agonizing noises are now put in a line
 This bunch of strings are now roaring, dazzling
 Blurred sights are now gone
 I am here, and everywhere else
 Blurred sights are now gone
 I am there, and everywhere else.