Today I Was An Evil One

Tonight my eyes were hurting much
 As I had strained them all day long
 I don't remember waking up
 My memory is not that strong
 The day was spent walking about
 And asking questions blindly
 And silently and not without
 A sense of lapsing dignity
 Today I was an evil one
 Who suffered dumbly having fun
 Tomorrow god will make me good
 If I allow her to, she would
 I was found again in need
 And mostly unprotected
 As I had spent good time with greed
 And giving was rejected
 Today I was an evil one
 Who suffered dumbly having fun
 Tomorrow god will make me good
 If I allow her to, she would
 The skin of all my fingers split
 Painfully receding
 My hands were dry and itched and hurt
 And also they were bleeding
 I can fix it by withdrawing
 Claim from false completeness
 And by humboly allowing
 God to grant me sweetness